New Feature!

Haven't been posting for a few days. I've been studying. =) Honest!!
well.....not 24/7. BUT at least exam preparations are well underway.

Alright, so what's this NEW FEATURE about. may i please direct your attention, once again to the sidebar on your right [in case some of you dunno your left/right. Right is this way -> ]. thank you very much.

lolz, ok ok, dun bash me up when u see me. anyway i've been trying to find out how to put background music on my blog for quite sometime now. i still can't get it to autoplay, best I could do is to place a player on the sidebar..for you guys to click and listen. anyway i thought this is a pretty cool idea, rather than have the music on suddenly when the page loads, kinda irritating at times [I'm sure you all agree with me, right!?]. anyway, i don't care..you'll have to agree with me..it's my blog. lolz.

I will try to get the song changed, once every week [hence the header 'Pick of the Week'], that is if I don't get too lazy. haha.

[out of curiosity though, i stilll wanna know how to get music autoplay when page loads. so if any of you know, drop me a message. haha. thank you thank you.]

gotta thank Chee Chiu for introducing this castpost to me. but hey...i figured out how this work, got it on my blog, aligned it properly and stuffs... all by myself. *smug look*

alright...its not all perfect, my meropet header got mis-aligned in the process. and i can't figure out how to align it properly. actually wanted to pretend I didnt see it or that it was just supposed to be that way, but our dear bobo simply has to point that out to me. rarhhh! anyway...looks good mis-aligned also. err...right? we'll leave that for now. -_-" THANKS BOBO!

anyway.....

enjoy the music.

attack of the killer pets

ugh! i've received news that janeyz pet has grown as big as hachiko! oh no...! attacks of the killer big-feet-meropets.

need. to feed kon more!

so today i've handed in my last assignment for this sem! *WHOOOOOOOOOOPEEE DOOO*
then i went garbo with my mum to shop a lil and finally satisfy my craving for boost juice. haha. nice.

up next, print out all my stat notes. start studying tomorrow. rough draft of my timetable from now till semester ends, study and make time to jog at least thrice a week. i feel like a big blob of fats now. not too goood. -_-" other than that, its just that i really miss my runs. makes me feel good about myself. i think its that feeling of pushing your body to the limits, and that kinda triggers something in my brain. more than often it brings a whole new perspective to 'disturbing' situations that im facing and my life. well they did say that exercising makes a person happier. =)

done.

done with my research proposal, don't know why though, don't seem especially happy or excited. somehow not satisfied with the quality of this assignment. or maybe im just too tired today. well alright, thats the last for this semester. up next - devise a study plan for exam preparation. although there's only 1 paper to take, gotta make sure i cover every single concept there is to grasp.

few issues weighing on my mind, some of which needs immediate attention. but i just...don't wanna think about it right now. instead my mind's wandering off to somewhere it shouldnt be. need to re-align my focus again.

anyhow, i think i should sleep.

-out-

yet another rambling moment

-sleeeeeepy-

but still.......just can't resist an entry before i sleeep, so Kon will growww. and grow he shall......haaa. [ok, so i lied! main reason's cos hair is still wet...grrrrr, i have this bad habit of having to wash my hair everytime i bathe no matter how late it is. irritating.]

just came back from deb's place. i seem to be hanging out at her place and library very often these few days. and i reckon wld be so till this semester ends. then i'll be back back back to haunt most of you guys in SG. yippeee dooo~! start counting down. muahahaha.

my research proposal still needs abit of editing, i think i'll be able to complete by tomorrow evening, have it nicely printed out and stuff.. ~whoala~ that will then be the end of rushy assignment period for this semester~! *grins*

today's dinner was fantabulous, together with Su and Ellie, we whipped up a few dishes. [warning: wear a bib before reading on lest you drool onto ur shirt] so we had...chicken herbal soup, sweet and sour pooork (i have been ellie-fied, help!), brinjal (yucks to purple vege, but apparently they love it), and a dish of GREENS (thank God). oh alright, maybe the list/dishes wasn't enough to make you drool, but still, it was n i c e. =)

ooh yeah huh, yesterday cz (campus zone) murdoch & kardy combined to celebrate a few October babies's birthday. took quite a number of photos. wld try and post a few up soon. gotta get them from my friend. sadly, my sony T1 has been super duper under-utilised this semester. either i was lazy or i'd porrrget[compirmmed, ellie-piication complete.] to bring it out.

well...what to say, stressful period, but still managed to squeeze in fun and laughter. God's really been good, and i mean really goooooooooood. after all the downs and more downs this semester, everything just smoothed out in the end and i've finally made peace with my warped up inner being, all by God's grace. Praise God.

ooh, i can't resist this, but Ellie is porrr you. i think me and deb's should help u cure your case of fruit-o-phobia. haa. first off, before we use the desensitization technique, you'll have to want that phobia cured yourself. so, before you sleep ebrynight..will yourself using this -

repeat after me -

fruits are food.
fruits are good.
i love fruits.

fruits are food.
fruits are good.
i love fruits.

hmmmmmmmmmm. yumz. X10

oooh im so gonna get bashed~~ haa, no right ellie? -peace-

alright enough from me porrr the day. its getting kinda disturbing reading my entries isnt it.

goodnight everyone.

-bliss-

Everybody, meet Kon!

Ladies and gentlemen, I hereby introduce a newly added member of this site - Kon. hahaa. ok, in case most of you are still wondering who kon is; its a new blogpet that i've adopted (with the help of bobo *ops* i meant debbie). cos seriously, i know nuts about all those RSS feed thingy and certainly do not understand a word of Jap [from the signup process to the adding of friends and all those in between...its all in Jap!]. kinda sad cos i simply have no idea what the conversation is about. *dismayed look*

debbie i need a crash course in jap! haha. at least enough for me to understand what kon and hachiko's [deb's blogpet] crapping about.

ooh yea..anyway one might ask why i adopt a pet that speaks jap then..haa, cos apparently they don't have the english version for it, and im jus bored la [hey, im in perth ok], also, out of curiosity, im jus interested to see how big my pet can grow and what it'll turn out to be like.

so the more i blog, the bigger it'll grow. i have a feeling its gonna stay the same until my assignments are all over, or maybe not. haa.

well yeah, i'll try to figure it out myself when i have the time. next up, gonna try and add suli.

ooh yeah..i named my blogpet after Kon from Bleach! haa. just finished episode 52 at deb's place...so tomorrow after a hard day of work at the library[betting to complete my proposal], i can unwind with episode 53 [b4 i left deb's place jus now, was still in the process of downloading]. haa. hoooray to anime!

for now though, goodnight. =)

apt.

i think this new site name, fits me just fine. i really am dazed. to the extent that i am hurting myself - physically.

to start with, last night in the middle of sleep, i knocked my head against the wall. then this morning when i closed the bathroom door, i dunno how, but my toes went underneath the vent.
then after, i knocked my knee onto the wall and got bruised as a result. thennnn right about 5 minutes ago, i flipped my hands around to sort of stretch abit, the tip of my fingers hit my table lamp.

dazed, i am. blur. stressed. injury-prone day. [insert watever reason]

back to work it is.

Official Apology

SORRY peeps! haaha. anyway i got a few 'hum tums' from you guys already [first up was ah xin...lolz...small, cute....and fierce]. know that some of you linked me up to ur site. this IS gonna be the final change [i promise! well... at least for the near future] lOl.

oks doks, laters.

just a quick one

so what's this corny blog URL (for-the-benefit-of-ppl-in-sv.blogspot.com) about...one might wonder. well its dedicated specially to my dearest friends staying in Student Village, namely, SPSS Guru - Suli & Ellie - THE ONE to seek for all who wants their inner-pilipino unleashed.
well, cos the old blog url ended with 2 dash(jing--), and somehow school server forbidded viewing due to that, and obviously the corniness in me resurfaced after being in the company of these fine individuals, hence the present url.

yesh sireee, these guys are a crazy bunch. felt glooomy whole of today as i tried to do all my assignments. but things certainly turned for the better after i met up with ellie, suli and debbie in the compt lab to go over the SPSS exam questions. not only did i feel more confident of the lab test for this coming wed, totally enjoyed basking myself in the company of these people. u guys rawk! for a moment there, i wasn't fretting over deadlines and stuffs..

anyway for the rest of you guys, im sorry u'll have to bear with this url for a while. haa. i'll change it soon. maybe tomorrow. lol.

well now, its back to rushing my research proposal. =)

oh btw, SPSS = Statistical Package for Social Sciences

[quote]

The supreme happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved.

-Victor Hugo

God is good.

Everything just changes so fast. Only God is constant. He is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. His love never fails.

God's been good. He's been with me. Even though i'm not faithful, He is. Even when i cant feel Him sometimes, He's here just by me.

*smiles

Why I'm still here at 5.37am...

progress too slow for my own liking. grrrr. work seems neverending. grrrrrrrrrrrrr....

argghhhhh.

enough said.

nothing more, nothing less. its just.......

S T R E S S

attitude with altitude!

i love this!

=]

FINALLY [i love caps, haa, so fun and useful. lol], my eye not hurting as much anymore. it still hurts occasionally and i still get that blurry vision, but its all good. i can start getting into full swing for my assignments. and its right about time..THANK GOD. Initially doc said need at least 2 weeks, so i guess i have to be really thankful i can stare at the screen for half a day now, look at my food without yelping in pain..and all.

so im in quite a good mood, for now. don't know how long this good mood is gonna last, maybe it will end tomorrow when reality smacks me right on the cheek. haa. ooohh that 60% assignment, I have to get at least a D for it. well..not just that assignment, I kinda expect this grade for all my work, ah well..

kinda excited about having to rush my assignments and mugging for exams, i don't know why though. i don't think i have been nerdified to that extent, might just be the sub-conscious thought of getting it all done and heading back to SG soon after.

sick of being sick!

this has had to be one of the most exasperating week[it has been THAT long] of my life. knowing i have loads of work to complete, yet i can do nothing but eat and sleep. argh! i can't even eat properly [cos even taking a look at the food makes me yelp in pain], and im so sick of being able to do nothing but sleep and sleep. and how can i sleep at ease when all those datelines are drawing so near.

my eye is not getting any better. today the pain in my eye gave me a terrible headache. worst off than migraine. i had throbbing pain at the temple and throbbing pain IN the eye.
oh gosh. i feel so........arghhhh!!! blarrdee.........

and i had a friend who commented that she couldnt feel my stress and wish instead that she was the one down with viral infection [so she neednt do any work]. gawd......come on man, there's nothing more to be thankful about than a healthy body. i love my work and im committed to give a hundred percent to my studies.

when is all these gonna end. i have no more time to lose!! oh man.....i can't afford to jus scrap through...i can't afford to fail! i can't. i dun want to. Lord help me.

You're all I need.

Thank You Father, for all that I'm going through now..I thank You for each and every challenge that is placed right before me. For it is with all these that I can experience Your love, Your mercy and Your grace, for it is through all these circumstance that I learn and I grow. I will embrace all; not by might nor power, but by Your Spirit..I shall overcome all obstacles, and may all glory go to You.

Lord You're all I need. Thank You for meeting me and giving me that special assurance.

drained.

Yay. Thank God I found a place to move out end of this semester. Deb's old place, but sadly she won't be my housemate; either she's moving out or returning to SG after graduation. Anyway, I wonder what my new housemates would be like, but anyone would be better than the present housemates, this I'm absolutely sure of.

Well, ok...tutor allowed extension of deadline for my research proposal. Thank God for that. Not that its anything worth being happy about, but sigh, better than nothing la. Hope I can do my research properly and *fingers crossed* still able to do some critical thinking and analysis.

So I'm about halfway through one of my assignments. 2 more to go.

I guess I won't be checking in for quite awhile now. Time to buckle up, it's gonna be mad rush for the rest of this week. Hopefully the next entry would be something like "Yay..I've completed my assignments..." something like that..ah well...

thats all for now folks.

arGh!

Just came back from the docs. [I'll spare you guys the agony of my rantings just on trying to see a doc, that in itself is a whole story to tell, and I don't have time for that]. Spent Aud$45.85...with no medication whatsoever. I was told that it was some kinda viral infection, plain unlucky..no medicine for this. So how? BE patient...in about 2 or 3 weeks time...I'll be ok.

*takes a deep breath*

arGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

insane....2 weeks!!!? this pain and discomfort...what about my assignments!? no doubt he gave me 2 weeks MC....but still..I have to complete my assignments somehow....and with exams round the corner.

*sobs*

God help me.

Feeling much better after popping 2 panadols...at least I can face the screen with both eyes open now. My left eye felt as though all the nerves ruptured or something just now, tears kept oozing out...arr..bloody. I felt like a vampire for a moment, totally dreaded light. I hope this doesnt happen again tomorrow when I wake. terrible.

Anyway I slept the whole day, and I think I'm going to sleep again soon...just felt bored, so I thought I'll crap a few words here. hmm, wanna thank ah goh and stef for dropping by and buying me fish porridge. thought i wanna blog about perth royal show too, but not quite in the mood now.

arGh....I've got SO MUCH to do during this 1 week break (3 assignments, 2 of them worth 30% each and another worth 60%...shucks), and its not helping that I started this hols by being sick. Things certainly don't look pretty at this point in time. Im scared. shitless. and there's nothing out there to hold on to. I guess thats what my faith is for.

ahhh crap....!!

I'm sick.

I've got sore eyes.

My [left] eye hurts.

My head hurts.

grrrr........!!!!

thats all for now. bye.