so...im not really in the best of mood now..due to certain reasons....
still, i just feel like saying..
I LOVE MY GOD!
Friday, September 30, 2005
Thursday, September 29, 2005
my prayer for today.
Father, make in me a right heart that knows You then lives aright for You. Help me live the way You want, help me trust wholeheartedly in Your loving plans for me and let me understand the cost of obedience. Father enable me by Your Spirit to make choices which are wise and avoid sinning against You again. Amen.
not a bad day afterall
this afternoon when I came bac from school, kena headache again...dunno why keep getting these bouts of headaches recently.... went to take a nap and forced myself to wake up at around 3pm...cos I promised Kelvin sir that I wld go curtin find him, take some photos with him (convocation). Anyway...after I drove all the way to curtin, I couldnt find him, so in the end waited somewhere and read my notes.....1hr later he finally called me...and tat was after his photo taking session.....$%%^#$^%....shld hav continued with my nap. but ok, to make up for it, he did buy me a curtin uni t-shirt[and he did suggest to throw in another curtin uni jacket, or something like tat], red color somemore, my favourite color! hehe....but i told him, i don't even have any Murdoch Uni t-shirt, seemed strange for me to wear something with Curtin Uni printed on it...haa...but ok, I accepted the t shirt anyway..since it was red.....lets hope the wording will come off after I wash it or something....lolz...jus joking!!... [ok, not funny... come on...its 235am now, wat do u expect from me at tis kinda time huh].
...anyway..drove him bac to my place, cos i wanted to do my work, and he needed to study for his last paper... I shld have known...sigh, he NAGGED.. and we talked about taekwondo, club stuffs, abt people, abt everything under the sun 90% [conservative approximation] of the time we were at my place.....remaining 10% consisted of transition time for settling down to do work and err, finally abit of serious reading....therefore effective work done, was almost as good as ZERO.
hmm, although it sounds like im complaining....but actually no la..really enjoyed his company. missed those taekwondo training days. tough training, but i love it! he kept on yakking at it until i feel so motivated to go bac for training again...yeshhh...I feeeeel like im gonna make a comeback!! I WILL..haa..im not gonna let this passion of mine die off [plus, I miss those flat-tummy and not-so-chubby-face days]...think I've taken a long enough break. waahaha. but err...sigh, still gotta be stucked in perth for 2years....no chance to go for nationals until im settled back in Singapore. Hav to train consistently, get bac in shape and all first....anyway..national tourney always held during august - the time when im still rushing assignments like mad...tragic! Can only hear stories abt my frens training hard and improving each day, only me....growing fatter n fatter each day here. -_-" ....seems like its almost raining everyday again now...if not i actually feel quite motivated to do jogging n some circuit training on my own ~~ nvmind...where there's a will..there's gonna be a way. haa...maybe i can do some strengthening exercise in my room...control kicks n stuffs huh......hehe. well that was what i did last time when i was so mad abt tkd, trained everyday and every minute i could..did stretching while i was watching tv...haa..those were the days. I guess, i really love the feeling of being really passionate abt something...sort of gives more meaning to life. life without passion...hmm..unthinkable...sounds kinda sad to me, anyway i do believe passion drives one to great heights.
anyway.....even before i did all those training....brought kelvin sir out for supper again.
hmm, although i seem to hav lost interest in talking these days..and nv really hav much comments or views about anything anymore.....but while i was with kelvin sir jus now, seem to never run out of stuffs to tok abt...i guess when it comes to taekwondo, we jus have neverending stuffs to talk abt, and also cos he was so super crap la.....haa...for a moment there, i was happy. for a moment there, life was good, in perth. haa. =)
...anyway..drove him bac to my place, cos i wanted to do my work, and he needed to study for his last paper... I shld have known...sigh, he NAGGED.. and we talked about taekwondo, club stuffs, abt people, abt everything under the sun 90% [conservative approximation] of the time we were at my place.....remaining 10% consisted of transition time for settling down to do work and err, finally abit of serious reading....therefore effective work done, was almost as good as ZERO.
hmm, although it sounds like im complaining....but actually no la..really enjoyed his company. missed those taekwondo training days. tough training, but i love it! he kept on yakking at it until i feel so motivated to go bac for training again...yeshhh...I feeeeel like im gonna make a comeback!! I WILL..haa..im not gonna let this passion of mine die off [plus, I miss those flat-tummy and not-so-chubby-face days]...think I've taken a long enough break. waahaha. but err...sigh, still gotta be stucked in perth for 2years....no chance to go for nationals until im settled back in Singapore. Hav to train consistently, get bac in shape and all first....anyway..national tourney always held during august - the time when im still rushing assignments like mad...tragic! Can only hear stories abt my frens training hard and improving each day, only me....growing fatter n fatter each day here. -_-" ....seems like its almost raining everyday again now...if not i actually feel quite motivated to do jogging n some circuit training on my own ~~ nvmind...where there's a will..there's gonna be a way. haa...maybe i can do some strengthening exercise in my room...control kicks n stuffs huh......hehe. well that was what i did last time when i was so mad abt tkd, trained everyday and every minute i could..did stretching while i was watching tv...haa..those were the days. I guess, i really love the feeling of being really passionate abt something...sort of gives more meaning to life. life without passion...hmm..unthinkable...sounds kinda sad to me, anyway i do believe passion drives one to great heights.
anyway.....even before i did all those training....brought kelvin sir out for supper again.
hmm, although i seem to hav lost interest in talking these days..and nv really hav much comments or views about anything anymore.....but while i was with kelvin sir jus now, seem to never run out of stuffs to tok abt...i guess when it comes to taekwondo, we jus have neverending stuffs to talk abt, and also cos he was so super crap la.....haa...for a moment there, i was happy. for a moment there, life was good, in perth. haa. =)
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
I know my way around!
yay! I succesfully drove myself to Acacia hotel at northbridge, then after I brought Kelvin sir and his frenz to city garden for dinner...then after drove them to King's park.....all these WITHOUT losing my way. Yeapz! proud of myself..wahaha. *kodak moment*
I know some (if not most) people are gonna have that 'what!?!' expression on their face after reading this, and I should sort of feel ashamed rather than proud (been here for more than a year)...haa, but ok..I admit im a loser with navigating around Perth and all...hey, at least I made improvement!
So dear friends in SG, don't have to worry...come come...haha..I will bring you all around when you're in Perth. quick come find me! I know my way now. =p
oh yeah, gotta give credits to ah goh..haa..I bombed his HP quite alot of times to ask the route and all before I set off...so errr..thanks dude. lolz
I know some (if not most) people are gonna have that 'what!?!' expression on their face after reading this, and I should sort of feel ashamed rather than proud (been here for more than a year)...haa, but ok..I admit im a loser with navigating around Perth and all...hey, at least I made improvement!
So dear friends in SG, don't have to worry...come come...haha..I will bring you all around when you're in Perth. quick come find me! I know my way now. =p
oh yeah, gotta give credits to ah goh..haa..I bombed his HP quite alot of times to ask the route and all before I set off...so errr..thanks dude. lolz
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Saturday, September 24, 2005
[no mood for title]
arr...I've got a bloody headache today..throbbing pain. It's been quite sometime since the last one, almost forgot wat a headache feels like, but after this, I think the sensation will remain in my memory for quite sometime.
anyway haven't been in the mood to blog for a long time..as u can see, lately my posts are jus some short notes....one or two pictures.......basically nothing interesting happened.. and my thoughts seem to be in a whirl again. Oh well... I've made it a point not to blog abt that particular issue again.
today was the footy finals (Sydney swans vs WCE)....never had an interest in it, but well, since its the finals jus curious who wld win the championship (tho i wldnt even find the slightest joy even if west coast eagles won... ). My alliance wld nv be with anything to do with West Aust...lolz...
anyway sydney won 58 - 54. *hooray* lolz...... caught a few glimpse of the match as I was reading my research materials, still feel that its jus a violent senseless sport. haaa....... but i guess if you don't do the sport urself, you'll never know the 'fun' or difficulty it entails.
well, as im typing now, my tkd instructor is on the way to airport..heading for perth in a few hours time. think if time permits, might meet him tmr for dinner or something. came at a rightly time too...perth royal show is on this week, can just bring him there. haa...I've been here for almost 2yrs...and I still don't know my way around perth... Eunice (my pri sch fren) would also be in perth this coming monday....she asked if i had a car, i said yes, but I 'forgot' to tell her i hav no sense of direction whatsoever..haaha. anyway doesnt matter i guess...her boyfren is studying here, so i reckon don't need me to bring her around..heheh. ooh yea..she asked me to go paintball with her on 1st Oct, i've been wanting to try it for quite sometime now. great opportunity, and i think it'll be great to see an old friend here...sigh, i miss my frens in SG so much. It so happened that FCC cell planned for a trip to Araleun on 1st Oct...hmm....too bad, thought it wld be a good oppotunity to do a little bonding with them, but neahh.....I wanna meet my pri sch fren.
havent been to cell/FCC for quite sometime already..feel like being a hermit. sigh.
ok la, tmr after service, i must come back and do work. i must i must i must...work is piling up so high i can't even see the tip of it......
anyway haven't been in the mood to blog for a long time..as u can see, lately my posts are jus some short notes....one or two pictures.......basically nothing interesting happened.. and my thoughts seem to be in a whirl again. Oh well... I've made it a point not to blog abt that particular issue again.
today was the footy finals (Sydney swans vs WCE)....never had an interest in it, but well, since its the finals jus curious who wld win the championship (tho i wldnt even find the slightest joy even if west coast eagles won... ). My alliance wld nv be with anything to do with West Aust...lolz...
anyway sydney won 58 - 54. *hooray* lolz...... caught a few glimpse of the match as I was reading my research materials, still feel that its jus a violent senseless sport. haaa....... but i guess if you don't do the sport urself, you'll never know the 'fun' or difficulty it entails.
well, as im typing now, my tkd instructor is on the way to airport..heading for perth in a few hours time. think if time permits, might meet him tmr for dinner or something. came at a rightly time too...perth royal show is on this week, can just bring him there. haa...I've been here for almost 2yrs...and I still don't know my way around perth... Eunice (my pri sch fren) would also be in perth this coming monday....she asked if i had a car, i said yes, but I 'forgot' to tell her i hav no sense of direction whatsoever..haaha. anyway doesnt matter i guess...her boyfren is studying here, so i reckon don't need me to bring her around..heheh. ooh yea..she asked me to go paintball with her on 1st Oct, i've been wanting to try it for quite sometime now. great opportunity, and i think it'll be great to see an old friend here...sigh, i miss my frens in SG so much. It so happened that FCC cell planned for a trip to Araleun on 1st Oct...hmm....too bad, thought it wld be a good oppotunity to do a little bonding with them, but neahh.....I wanna meet my pri sch fren.
havent been to cell/FCC for quite sometime already..feel like being a hermit. sigh.
ok la, tmr after service, i must come back and do work. i must i must i must...work is piling up so high i can't even see the tip of it......
Friday, September 23, 2005
new look
So I figured I have no color sense. For all who faithfully visits my blog, SORRY for torturing your eyes previously. Though I still feel........the colour combi was kinda cool..... *okok, I can hear ppl screaming already* bye for now =p
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Monday, September 19, 2005
dilemna
if i don't have music playing, i get bored of my work.... if i have music playing, i can't concentrate on what i need to write... what's the middle ground for this for the optimal working environment???? u'd think after 16 years of schooling, i'd have figured this out by now...
Precious Lord, Take my hand.
through the storm
through the night
lead me on to the light...
I'm not back to 100% yet....but I'm on my way.
take my hand precious Lord..
Lead me home.
through the night
lead me on to the light...
I'm not back to 100% yet....but I'm on my way.
take my hand precious Lord..
Lead me home.
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Thursday, September 15, 2005
LOST:
one brain, medium-sized, grayish-pink, wrinkled. Right hemisphere slightly more developed. Believed to have been lost 2 months back. Contains important information, like where my favourite red jacket is, where I last left my tungsten T3 (my artificial backup brain), how to spell words I normally could spell in my sleep, and most of my friends' birthdays. If found, please return immediately.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
busy! stress!
It would be good if I was really busy, but ohh no, I've been busy feeling stressed that im not stressed -_-" if it makes any sense to u....but it does to me. haa.
this semester, I've got a feeling that I'm drifting off..way off...maybe worked too hard previous semesters, feeling sort of burnt out now, which is really bad, cos I've got 2years more ahead of me, and the coursework is not gonna get any easier, especially during 4th year (hopefully I'll be doing my honours program). *shivers* frankly, kind of afraid for what's coming up..wondering if im able to handle and all...or worse, wondering if im able to get there at all, what if I just trip and fall flat on my face, did badly for one of the units which is gonna affect entry into honours...or something like that... arrr..no no no...shall not think so negatively. gonna let tomorrow worry for itself. Having said that, I SHOULD really get a grip on myself and start studying really really really hard and consistently already. Lord please grant me the strength and perseverance to run this race!! Let me not just start off well then end poorly; Lord enable me by Your Spirit to end this particular race You have set for me with a big bang, an end that will glorify Your name.
There's a Postgrad info night coming up, 20th sept for Clinical Psych, 28th sept for Organizational psych. Personally im more interested in clinical...but well, will go take a look and see what Murdoch has to offer... Anyway, i dun think i wanna stay in murdoch/perth for another 4years doing masters & Phd together.....! 8years total in murdoch!?!?!?! THATS INSANE! and the thought of me studying non-stop........Jing the Geek/Nerd...don't sound appealing to me lei. Well well well...will see about that. See what God has in store for me..and I shall just trust in Him wholly.
this semester, I've got a feeling that I'm drifting off..way off...maybe worked too hard previous semesters, feeling sort of burnt out now, which is really bad, cos I've got 2years more ahead of me, and the coursework is not gonna get any easier, especially during 4th year (hopefully I'll be doing my honours program). *shivers* frankly, kind of afraid for what's coming up..wondering if im able to handle and all...or worse, wondering if im able to get there at all, what if I just trip and fall flat on my face, did badly for one of the units which is gonna affect entry into honours...or something like that... arrr..no no no...shall not think so negatively. gonna let tomorrow worry for itself. Having said that, I SHOULD really get a grip on myself and start studying really really really hard and consistently already. Lord please grant me the strength and perseverance to run this race!! Let me not just start off well then end poorly; Lord enable me by Your Spirit to end this particular race You have set for me with a big bang, an end that will glorify Your name.
There's a Postgrad info night coming up, 20th sept for Clinical Psych, 28th sept for Organizational psych. Personally im more interested in clinical...but well, will go take a look and see what Murdoch has to offer... Anyway, i dun think i wanna stay in murdoch/perth for another 4years doing masters & Phd together.....! 8years total in murdoch!?!?!?! THATS INSANE! and the thought of me studying non-stop........Jing the Geek/Nerd...don't sound appealing to me lei. Well well well...will see about that. See what God has in store for me..and I shall just trust in Him wholly.
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