random photo of the day.

The Lone Flower;

Enjoying the breeze in its peaceful surrounding, or struggling to survive against all odds?

In the meadows gay you shall be;
as sunbeam shines of love and joy;

listen to the call of spring..

...and bloom,

one day,

you shall. (:

geez FB ~

goodness me FB.. i know i know.
stop it already~ tragic.

In remembrance so thats pretty nice, Murdoch Uni's gonna name a new tennis facility after you.

wahraoz !!!

SIGH !!!

what a day... i came back from my workout to realise water supply has been cut off. apparently theres a pump problem or sthg..

of all days...on a saturday !!?

-.-

My back has been aching alot :( any recommendations on chiropractors.. accupuncturists maybe? Whichever helps..

Help !

The winds of change are blowing again.

For better or worse, I don't know. Excitement and terror are two sides of the same coin. Same things, different perspectives. Just enjoy the ride...

...or, die in the crash. hurhurr

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"The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.

He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.

He restoreth my soul;
he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil;
for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies;
thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life;
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever."

excuse my ignorance

While I was in Perth, I learnt that the hybrid of a spoon and fork is called a spork.
At P*thlight, I learnt what a skort is... im sure all of you can make a smart guess :p

This week feels exceptionally long. tiredy bees. Fun and interesting nonetheless..but tiring. Glad its Friday tmr, but I can't leave early cos I have to meetup with the parents tomorrow after school to review their child's performances n stuffs...scheduled 30min per parent, but I'm not too sure if they'll stick to that time frame. in all my dealings with kids, its the interaction with their parents that wear me out the most. I swear that I'll be the most difficult parent any teacher would come across in future..HAHA...jus kidding. :p Wooohoo..God bless me and my buddy teacher tmr.

So I received the official date for my last day at PL.. things have been going on at an exceptionally fast rate for me of late... in and outta job...stuffs happening, now im going back to studies. fwahh....how was all these even possible.

I'll miss my students sorely, but i guess i hafta do what is needed la..to better equip myself first, then step back into workforce. the flexible study schedule would be a welcomed change as well..

so there's PL sports day coming up (i've been sabo-ed to run with the kids in a relay!), MOE SPED day...then *pooooOf* ...taking off soon as student breaks for their hols...

wah wah wahhh........okay i just wanna sleep now.

i am so aunty.

i can talk non-stop on the how-tos of cooking...from style, to properties of each ingredients, preparation...health considerations....to grocery shopping...to ntuc link card.. to toasters, pots and pans. welldone me.

i love cooking okay ! who hasn't tried my cooking before? :p

so we've agreed right xin, haha.. im not aunty. right? :p im jus the new age Aizai. simi also can do ! sudsud ah !

..and I pray

I was really happy yesterday upon receiving the letter of acceptance, but somehow the thought going back to fulltime studies hasn't exactly sunk in. It's a pretty weird feeling. Although I've always wanted to, but never thought I would really be able to enrol in a grad program- especially with all that is happening at home now.

Besides being excited, I have my doubts about studying actually...Not that I doubt my own capabilities or anything.. But I still vividly recall my hons year when I received a really bad news from home. I did nothing but cried a 2 full weeks, thankfully i didn't turn blind, and somehow after that cut myself from all emotions. I felt nothing, and I did not think about anything at all, focused my energy and attention wholly to completing my units and thesis. It was a miracle I passed, and with pretty decent grades. I am very thankful. But it was a very very.......bad experience. Very sucky. Somehow still abit phobic.. I know once I start my course, I have to give it undivided attention, especially when researching for, and writing the dissertation. I don't know if I'll be strong enough if something drastic happens again during these 2yrs. Something worse than what just happened. I don't know what can be worse actually..but hmm, they always surpass themselves... I sound really helpless huh? hmm owells.

Sighs, I haven't prayed in a long long time. I've been really skeptical, I backslidded and denounced Faith even. I really don't know man. I've never asked for much. All I've ever really asked for is stability. I've never wished for great riches or anything. I just want a simple, stable life. Don't know if that's too much to ask. All of a sudden, I don't know what to pray for even though I feel like praying now. The Jabez prayer suddenly comes to mind though.. so here goes,

"Lord I pray that you would bless me and enlarge my territory. Let your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain. Amen"