another weekend gone ! :(

Last night, I set my alarm clock for 7.30 a.m. This morning, I just couldn't get out of bed. My brain quickly makes excuses: "I'll work out later, I haven't slept enough, should get enough rest so I can concentrate on my work later, blah blah blah." I tell myself I'll work out tonight, but for some reason or other, it did not happen. >_< Sad. Well, not really la. sleep is good.

so anyway, yeah, another weekend has come and gone by. my gosh... i am so very tired. the shiong week has passed..here comes an even shiong-er week. *breathes*

the only thing worth mentioning this week was the gathering at Zee's, woohooo, drummer babe ! u r damn cool ! make my hand itch again.. ! it's been years since i played. yeah, thanks for opening up your place. so i realised i can't draw to save my life.. should have taken photo of that 'wolf' i drew... *sweats* next time i'll bring Taboo or some other games k, pictionary can keep. haha.

i am just procrastinating... i think. i should be getting back to work.

raawrrrr.

next up - the shiong week

Just got back from KKH. attended a neuropsych lecture there this morning... Lecturer from Harvard really different leh..haha, really can deliver, not a boring moment. If i hav a chance to do phd, I'd defintely wanna do it abroad. hmm but not in the near future i guess...shall see abt that.

All I know now is that, in awhile i'll be off again, to a task group meeting. i dun like group work. blargh. hope all goes well. next week's gonna be pretty hectic....sighpies. i hope to cheong this weekend...my to-do list is pretty darn long.....Can't wait for Friday when the HighFives meetup. steamboat !! weee...excellent way to unwind~ u gals always make my day! can't wait can't waitttt

i love parcels at my doorstep

took abt 2 weeks, but it's here !
I'm not too sure Larry and friends can survive past day 4. hehe

Didnt melt, amazing !
Yet to try any.. but I'm thinking..... mmmm
sweet.

(:

I love my rest.

Happy Chinese New Year everybuddy ! :D

started my new year aching.. thanks to paintball. lol.. my 2 most painful shot- on my back and butt, courtesy of my teammates. zzz. and my legs feel all wobbly now~ it was pretty fun, but i didnt enjoy it as much as i thought i would. maybe im not so garang and all anymore..haha.like to take things slow and easy now. or maybe it's just a lil tiring after class. hehe..but okay la, good experience. go kart next, i think i'll enjoy that more, but $28 for 10min... O_o collect angpow liow then decide again. :p

hoho, okay, just a note to wish all happy holidays! have a great one !

i didn't realise it's already 1am. yawns. came back from class.. and i started on my reflections straight after showering. somethings you just cant procrastinate. have to do it when it's fresh on my mind.

so i handed in my first major assignment on wedneday. that was a relief..but of cos, many more to conquer.

i guess, im coping fine in my course. lecturers arent here to fail us or to make life difficult.. so it'll be pretty difficult to screw up lar...i guess. at least for now, do my readings faithfully..and just do what i hav to do. think im pretty on track. doesnt mean there's no stress.. am just saying effort will pay off at the end of the day la.....mm i hope. haha.

officially started our first real in class support group today. i'll be co-facilitating the next 2 sessions...yikes. wish me luck.

okay, have reached saturation point, am pretty zonked now actually. not sure why im here.

*snores

here and now.

I wasnt quite aware that i've not recovered fully from my mental exhaustion until today. not sure if it's cos i've not been sleeping well these few days or that it's just that issue in general. owells, certain things cannot be rushed. though i tell myself that.. but inevitably, this core part of me just can't wait for the day of freedom to arrive. i really must try my best to live in the 'here and now'.

sighs. i really should stop sighing. haha. i need a holiday. i need many many holidays. i am so looking forward to the upcoming May - July break.

ookay, for now, time to shower and continue with my assignment !

caffeine;

keeps me up when i need to sleep.
but it doesn't keep me awake when i need to work.

this love-hate relationship is going through a rough patch of late.

yikes

Dunno why the weeks seem to pass by so quickly nowadays.. Before I know it, I'm into my 4th week in uni. quite scary, not sure how i'll do this semester. Everyday's a challenge now, to be disciplined enough to complete my readings before each class.. do research and stuffs. i've been doing alot of readings and reflective work... it's pretty good in a sense, forcing myself to jot down, concretely some of the thoughts that i tend to shove to the back of my mind. assignments seem to be significantly tougher at this level. sighs. theres this assignment that i've been procrastinating, and its due next wednesday. :( i really must do something before the day ends.

much as i hate to admit, stress is mounting !
and this is just the beginning.....

nevertheless, i'll still try to enjoy this process as much as i can. i try to remind myself it's not about the grades now.. but rather how much i can learn and how i can apply what i've learnt in my daily living and in future, at work.

hmm okay, just a note to say im still here. and thanks for checking in still despite the lack of updates. (: have a great week ahead everyone.

post edit: i just checked my singtel bill. 771 SMSes...? how the hell did i use so much? i suspect it's just a weird number they randomly come up with to cheat my $

btw, realise im almost always on msn nowadays? haha, im a happy BB convert. hooray to multi-tasking and tactile keyboard! traded in my iphone for a bb9700~ and im loving it. it's starting to irk me, how everyone on the street is whipping out an iphone from their bag. loL..okay i hope this last...cos im pretty aware that my record's not so hot :p