Thursday, August 27, 2009

stucked in second gear.

at least im not in neutral or reverse la.. just not moving towards my goal(s) as fast i want to.. slow and steady. so slow frustration mounts at times.. but, still steady. aizai. as life would have it..one just cant be cruising on highway all the time ya.. so its really not that big a deal. going at my own pace oblivious to others' expectations and the world's standards. and i was just telling zw that i'll reach top gear before people know it.. and he'll start to 'pi yan' liow...haha... which is good..cos most poeple will 'pi bo yan' ahah.. justt joking..cruise along with me ya. haha :p

anyway.. august aint a good month. yuckie.. too eventful- not always a good thing. so sept's rolling in.. will see what comes up then. im more excited (or rather jittery) abt october.... ah owells~

im tired again. been driving alot lately. something i don't enjoy. well i dun mind long road trips abroad... i dun mind the wide and long freeways (normally comes with a view + good company).. but not too much driving in sg and at weird timings too...zz...... i really dun like driving...u all know that? and if i've volunteered driving any of you ard..or fetched any of u here n there... then u've gotta noe ur one helluva special person to me, and i love you. haha.. i miss my vespa. i miss riding. sometimes i feel like secretly getting a bike man..haha.... but okay la..make do with pillion riding loh. haha.... dialling 1800-super4-cab.

lately, i've done things i never did before. and somehow by doing all those things....i adopted a new mindset.. i dun quite know how to put it into words now.. but i guess....i've finally learnt to accept some stuffs.. ever heard that acceptance is the first step to recovery/success? acceptance- to accurately perceive and acknowledge realities....sounds simple and obvious, but in practice it’s extremely difficult, especially when it involves chronic difficulties in a particular area of life..

SIGH, okay la... im just blabbering whatever that comes to mind now..

music music is good.. can't live a day without music.
david gate's playing now~ awesome stuff.. goodnight people.

5 comments:

Ah xin said...

Woo I'm special! =P

Nona Ooi said...

u realised it jus a lil under a decade. hmm, okay lar, not too late :p

can think of what to get for our decade momento liow..hehe. shopping time. shld we exclude pingzi? she too atas. haha. and if shes reading this..i'll def get a earful from her :s keke

ah xin said...

Hahah!

Let's think about what kind of memento we shd get first before informing the rest :P In that case, we'll get higher chances of getting stuffs we like ;) *evil laughter*

Anonymous said...

Stuck is already past tense. =P

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Nona Ooi said...

HAHAH good one! so who's this anonymous grammar nazi ?