米虫万岁！！！

be warned! this post is FULL of complains! gaH! i got REJECTED- AGAIN!!! wahliews, 滋味真不好受！its the AGAIN that is so deadly~ again and again and again. but, 失败是成功的妈妈 (im trying to be optimistic...help me out here! ) its not like end of the world...but still~ sighsighsigh! 靖，打起精神来!! fighting!! choocheeyana! *ties red band round forehead* its its this phase of my life now that entails alot alot alot of waiting! 好无奈~ not that im not doing stuff la~ not that i hang my head low everyday~ but its the 前途茫茫的感觉that is so freaking irky~ haiz......!

luckily had impromptu meetup with lumix boy and xin today. kept me sane with ur lameness. lOL~ and thankew for that chicky meal~i really dun wanna growup leh.. lOL :( much appreciated. :p then 化悲愤为力量, went swim.. din do too much laps~sighs! turned more into 食量...then..dinner with darling at pastamania and ice-cream at swensons~ bad influence...see la, im starting to eat full blown meals even when im not hungry! but..okla, 心甘情愿. mini unloaded some pent up feelings- therapeutic. a few nods of affirmation and agreement- therapeutic. a treat of chocolate crunch and stickychewychoc- ultimate therapy! haha.. :) with awesome frens like these..... 心情也坏不到那里啦.....

this post is going no where. i just need to get things off my chest. i jus need to rant.

hmm......lets talk abt happy things now. mood not bad now la...WHY!? becos in full aizai 米虫 spirit~ i just confirmed tickets to VIETNAM (dont ask me to get stuff! tigerairways, 15KG baggage allowance oniii!! ahaha :p) Whoopeee dooOo! enjoy 1st...then see how la. haha. yays~! 10days of pure leisure, joy...away from this 伤心地 wah...ok la...the drama queen in me surfacing. hmm....i've nthg in my mind now, except...vietnam coffee, snap lotsa photos, vietnam food, more vietnam coffeee, maybe tailor a cheongsam there... haha. and ehhhhhh........dunno. joyjoyjoy. aish, also nthg to be upset abt la, honestly..as long as i know im doing my best within all these constraints~ :p but check in with me again hmm...after i come back from viet. hahah. OoOh, and since its nearing march/april...might as well hor, who wants to go JAPAN ah!? haha. call 我 call 我!! don waste la~ jus whack and play till shiok~ japan japan anyone!???

donch wanna think now liow, decide again after i come back form Viet la~ want to be 米虫 also must be a happy one. not much chances to be 米虫....err, right? once in a lifetime thing la- I hope. O_O HAHA. tsk. okay bye. deeweedee time.

ohh..this post not too bad right, not say ALOT of complains. heh.. bearable hor? cannot bear, also must bear. i know u guys love me. wahaha. ok. 爱你们 also la~ lOL~ happy vday/frenship day in advance :p goo-da-bye for now