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yay done with presentation and my essay. presentation went alright i guess, abit better than what i'd have expected. though i was quite disgusted with myself after churning out the 3000 word essay, felt that was one of the worst piece of assignment i've ever written. anyway quite funny how i was miserable trying to write an essay on happiness. owells. haha.

finally, had time to unwind. dinner at hans with li-chan and my 2 lovely housemates..food was ok. but company was excellent. hanging out with them was always good as usual. ;) oh ho..and dont forget our date this sat evening =p

so then had my 12hours of uninterrupted sleeeep. aha...wats left now is a good workout to make me feel like myself again.

This is really random. but then i was just looking through my journal just awhile ago, and saw some personal goals i set for myself since april 2005. hahah. not those..'i must lose 5kg' goals...but rather somethings that i wish to see myself change. To be more pleasing in God's eyes...might be quite small stuffs, some of which are, to stop swearing...more patience.. stop using pirated stuffs, even illegal downloads...(i see that as a submission to authority issue)....and to overcome a few others personal struggles (which im not gonna share here, but willing to if u ask me in person =p). so then...some of it (if not ALL) which i really struggled for a long long while.. like its so normal for me to blurt out "wahlau b***** h***............", or just explode into a string of really crude words when something/someone irritates me. it really took quite alot of prayers and conscious effort before i totally got rid of those words, and to practice more patience. haha.. hmm.

and obviously with the pirated stuff..its also about the, genuine softwares being insanely expensive and all. and hey im not rich leh. why get CDs when i can download free music. its all just a click away. but im constantly reminded that our God is a God who provides. if i don't have the resources to get what i need, i probably don't need it anyway.

quite alot more to share. but im really lazy about this blogging thing. haa.

anyway really thank God by His grace...now that its 2007, i think i've achieved all (almost?) that i wanted to since the time i set my goals. it was really a process of constantly renewing my faith and trust in Him, that He will provide and bless as long as we base our actions on His Word.. that I want to be more like Christ (im not saying i know how..but i guess just to put into actions what God has impressed on my heart).

and to think of it..its not just 'solo' effort. give God all the glory, for without Him im defintely not able to achieve those goals no matter how small they were. but its really the people that He sent to constantly encourage me. how they silently go about being faithful in the things they do, their sharings..most importantly the strength of their decisions based on what is right in God's sight.

hmm..hehe..*waves to mirabel and stella* my 2 dearest sisters in fcbc who has encouraged me so much. love u both dearlyyyyyy *huggz.

thank God so much for all the precious friends around me~ *waves to jean* you've been awesome..and im glad we've gotten closer since camp~ whooopee doo.

haha..eh alot la....and not forgetting my dear tps for always checking in on me.

if u dun see ur name here...its just cos im lazy really. but all of you are dearly cherished and loved. =p